All of my life I have heard about standing. "Stand on the promises of God." "Stand up for what you believe in." "If you don't stand for something, you'll fall for anything." Yet, I have spent my life sitting down.

In only a few days, I will turn 41 years old. I have had an issue with my weight since I was 19. That is more than half of my life. Half. And I think that's insane. Why? Because I haven't done anything about it.

I weigh 179 lbs. That's about 20 from 200... frightening when put in perspective, considering I'm only around 5'4". Yeah.

If something doesn't change, I could easily be 200lbs by next year, sooner if you factor in holiday junk food. I realize this is no longer about not fitting into clothes or hiding when a camera is pointed my way. It is about my health, and I have to take that seriously. If I don't now, it may be too difficult later on.

So, as of today, I have decided to change my eating habits, lose weight, and get healthier. But I can't do it alone. The Bible says that I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. I believe this, but have never applied it. I've been doing things my own way, and all that has done is wound me up with Reeses Peanut Cups and Suzi Qs. Amongst various other junk foods.

Today, I am changing my life with the help of Jesus. I hope you'll come along with me. It is going to be wonderful!